Rhythm Of My Heart !

Most Holy, dearest, sweetest Father God in Heaven !
I owe You my heart, life, love and every beat of my heart, every thought of my mind ! I owe You my each breath ! I owe You my madness, passion and deep desire ! I am connected to You such way that I can never think even a beat without You in it . I can not think about this life without You. I am always thirsty for Your presence and longing for Your fire to ignite me, consume me. It’s never enough . I want You always.

Align the rhythm of my heart with Yours
Create a new symphony in each fibre of my being to chase after You like the thirsty deer running for the brook  and panting for the fresh water in the stream.
I want to chase after Your heart  with all my madness without any limit. I want to be completely soaked in Your presence and bathe in Your radiance that electrifies me with the unparalleled joy.

I am not perfect. I make lots of mistakes. I fall short in many things often . My vulnerability, weakness, fears, inability, insecurity are all ever before You dearest Daddy ! I come to You just as I am with all my flaws, shortcomings, brokenness, failures and lacking. Make me Yours forever. Make my heart Your dwelling place. Yes I give my this vulnerable, defenceless, shattered, broken, wounded,  bleeding heart of mine in Your tender , loving, most trustable hands. And I make You the King, owner, healer, author and restorer of my heart.

My soul is ever longing for You !
And I Love You with all my tears, sighs, silence and scream ! I love You with all the overwhelming peace, joy and contentment ! I Love You madly, dearest Daddy ! Each day I fall in love with You and Your love sustains my life !

I Love You endlessly !
I Love You deeply !
I Love You madly !

Chasing After God #Letter 1

Chasing After God !


Introduction🕊️

A series of an open form of writing for my raw, desperate longing, cries, prayers, letters, conversations of my soul with God ! These are my personal, vulnerable feelings, emotions in all range of self contemplations and deep soul searching.

You can say it my digital diary where I will talk to God. And the main aim here will be to connect with Him with all the depth of my soul, heart, truth, thirst and honesty.

I have been extremely crazy for God and deeply connected to Him since childhood and all my life I have grown in that relationship with Him and have tasted the joy of His presence and closeness.

I have had an awesome friendship and relationship with God. But for long time now I have got diverted from it and have got lost, got trapped in pain, sorrow, darkness and all the complications of life..like the prodigal daughter, I chased after all other things so much for so long that my personal time with God got neglected and my relationship with Him too got affected badly.

So I repent for it and want to chase after God all again and restore my craziness for Him again..with more fire !

Love is still a vague dream !

Touch my soul
Touch my life
With tangible love
Touch the untouched places
valleys and corners
Of my bare soul

Touch my loneliness
Touch my aching heart
Touch my ever flowing tears
Touch my wounds
With tender love

Love is still an alien thing
In my frozen world
Love has not reached
Love has not touched my life
Love has not embraced me
Love is still an intangible thing
Love is still just a vague dream

©Glorry Shubhashree

Only Dreams ..

Only dreams were the language
Of those eyes once ..now only the tears
This journey of dreams to ashes
Hopes to tears, and faith  to fear is
Indescribably painful.
May be that stream of tears has dried up visibly
But the emptiness left behind on its trail
In those hopeless, dry eyes
And this death of tears
Has made me instead a living corpse
A silent death is my life everyday .
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©Glorry Shubhashree

Recognition


Recognition and popularity doesn’t
Measure the worth of something.

Many enchanting Nature’s song
Remains  unheard, unfelt ,unsung .

Yet they sing their ambrosial songs of melody
Day after day, night after night .

Even the rarest beauty of this world
Lives silently in the world of oblivion
Completely unseen, unreached, unknown.

Like the wild flowers in a dense forest
Like the precious gems in the deep ocean
In the hidden caverns, where man not governs .

Yet they exist in their full glory
Only to adore and beautify the place they own .
To please their Creator who
Designed them for His own joy in privy.
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– ©Glorry Shubhashree
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Pure Flame !

Dear Almighty Father 
My Loving Creator 
I write this song for You 
To praise Your love 
To honour You 
Your love burns in my heart 
Like a mighty flame 
Your love shines in my eyes
Like the aura of the glowing moon. 

Your love continues to glow 
Continues to grow 
Like a moon in the night sky 
No matter what my world is in 
A chaos , an abyss 
Or an endless race 
Your love is my strength
My resting place 
My place of hiding
My joy never ending.

Dear Almighty Father
Baptize me in Your river 
Again and again 
Again and again
Cause it’s never enough 
Your endless love
It drives me crazy
It overwhelms my heart  
It makes me faint 
I am forever thirsty for Your love. 

Your love, is the purest flame 
The finest holy fire 
That sparks my heart 
And illuminates my  mind 
And sets my spirit ablaze 
Your love, is the purest flame 
That cleanses my life 
And sanctifies my thoughts
Purges me through and through
Until I become a daughter true 
Until my heart and mind 
Are pleasing to You 
Until my every intention 
Is submitted to You
And my everything
 is surrendered to You.

©Glorry Shubhashree

A Prayer For A Hungry Heart For God

Dear Heavenly Father
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I come to You with a hungry heart and thirsty soul for Your presence, for Your intimacy ,for Your living water ,for Your manna . Nothing can satisfy the longing and cry of my inmost being except You . I am hungry for Your word ,hungry for Your wisdom . Dear Father it is not diamond, gold, silver or rubies that I seek ,but the far more precious Words of Yours that is my true longing, that is the treasure I seek . Your word is sweeter than honey, tastier than the most delicious feast of meat , more pleasant than the fragrance of myrrh.

God, Your word is all satisfying, healing to my bones ,good to my health . God ,I pray to You on behalf of my fellow brothers and sisters in this world ,I pray for each and every one whose heart and soul has turned far from You ,is lost in the this illusions of the world ,is being carried away in worthless things .I pray for all the mankind on earth that You touch them ,turn them to You . Please put that fire ,that hunger in them too for You, for their Creator . Create in them a new heart ,a new soul which longs for You, searches for You wildly ,and comes running to You ,to Your living stream ,just as the thirsty deer comes running to the streams of water and drinks from it with satisfaction and delight .

Father I pray on behalf of everyone on this earth to have that desire for You, for Your Word, Your love and presence ,to know You more ,to connect with You more deeply . Please draw them towards You . Your word is sweeter, deeper, pleasant and richer than any best thing of this world . But without that passion and hunger ,a heart that is stubborn, stiff and self-sufficient, Your precious words, Your provisions stay neglected before them because of their inability to receive . For deeper the hunger, the greater a person’s heart is ready to receive Your treasures and spiritual wealth .

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I lay down myself and lift up all the souls before You ,accept all of us and grant Your mercy to prepare our hearts for You . In Jesus’ name I pray . Amen !
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©GlorryShubhashree

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